I Still Ache

Why do I hurt?

I wonder everyday. Why do I hurt?  I am, now, very happily married.  Yet I ache for him and what we had.  Whatever that was.  Real or not.  I ache for it.  Every day I think about him. What he is doing. Is he happy?   I really want him to be happy.  But I want him to ache for me too.  NEVER cheat.  It is not worth it.  Or, is it?

A-to-Z Challenge – The Letter T

Two arcs in time
Trust massacred
Thoughts twisted
Time wasted

 

A-to-Z Challenge – The Letter S

A Great Big World – Say Something Feat. Christina Aguilera from RoBionic on Vimeo.

Say something,
I’m giving up on you.
I’ll be the one,
if you want me to.

Anywhere, I would’ve followed you.
Say something,
I’m giving up on you.
And I was feeling so small.

It was over my head
I know nothing at all.
And I will stumble and fall.
I’m still learning to love
Just starting to crawl.

Say something,
I’m giving up on you.
I’m sorry that I couldn’t get to you.
Anywhere, I would’ve followed you.

Say something, I’m giving up on you.
And I will swallow my pride.
You’re the one that I love
And I’m saying goodbye.

Say something, I’m giving up on you.
I’m sorry that I couldn’t get to you.
Anywhere, I would have followed you.
Say something, I’m giving up on you.

Say something, I’m giving up on you.
Say something…

A-to-Z Challenge – The Letter G

Gone are the weeks
When you’d make me smile
By spending time with me
For just a little while

Gone are the days
When in the morning I’d wake
To see what you’d written
And my breath you did take

Gone are the hours
That you took time to call me
And with your little accent
You’d remind me we are we

Gone are the minutes
When you’d tuck me in
Saying “gnight babe”
Again and again

Gone are the seconds
When I’d see your face
And with my finger
I would slowly trace

Gone is the moment
You changed my life
Then you confessed
That you have a wife