Tell Me Why



Why do I still ache for him?   I am extremely happy with my life, my career, my marriage, I am happy.  But every day I think about him.  What he’s doing.  Is he happy? More than anything,  I want him to be happy.  If I knew he was happy, I think I could move on. But I have this sick feeling I will never know. And that’s the way he wants it.


I ache for him


I am leaving
I will be by myself. Alone. For 10 days.
And I want him. After all this time, I ache for him.  Why?  Can someone please tell me why?