Promises. Does anyone live up to them? Does a promise made by one person become an unrealistic expectation of another?
I think I am over the anger and bitterness and disgust that I harbored for him and what we had done. But with letting go, those feelings of love and lust and adoration come creeping back in.
I want it to end. And I want it all back. If this is anyyhing close to what hell feels like, I really need to pray more.