Today is one of those days that I want to contact you. Send you an email. Invite you to play a game. Look at your blog. Something.
I’m trying to stay strong. To stay away from you. But it is gorgeous here. And your weather is miserable. I pampered myself today and enjoyed the long awaited sunshine.
I remembered all the times that you were with me while I got a pedicure. I was getting a pedicure when I “came back” and you said “I’ve missed you”. We laughed alot that day. Then I remembered all the recent pedicures where you were absent, like today.
I remembered the days you would walk in the park with me. And I would see my Uncle. I hate the park now. Still the same amount of people there but I feel like I’m alone.
I’m weak today. And glad I have this outlet so I don’t bother you.