Dear Jack,

Today is one of those days that I want to contact you.  Send you an email.  Invite you to play a game.  Look at your blog.  Something.

I’m trying to stay strong. To stay away from you.  But it is gorgeous here.  And your weather is miserable.  I pampered myself today and enjoyed the long awaited sunshine.

I remembered all the times that you were with me while I got a pedicure.  I was getting a pedicure when I “came back” and you said “I’ve missed you”.  We laughed alot that day.  Then I remembered all the recent pedicures where you were absent, like today.

I remembered the days you would walk in the park with me.  And I would see my Uncle.  I hate the park now.  Still the same amount of people there but I feel like I’m alone.

I’m weak today.  And glad I have this outlet so I don’t bother you.

Always, Jackie


2 thoughts on “Weakness

  1. onesugarbaby

    Jackie, this sounds all too familiar. The good thing about intense sucky days like this is that nothing that intense last for too long. Hope you goes by fast. hugs.

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