Dammit !!!! This past weekend was not one of my better moments. I reached out. I knew I should not have but I did it anyway. Today I was going to write about the day we met. The day we finally touched each other. I am overwhelmed with emotion. I am sad. And I am happy. I have tears, but I am not sure if they are tears of sadness. I wish I could think horrible things about that day, the day we met. But I can’t. It was beautiful. It is still beautiful.
Maybe tomorrow I can write about how beautiful it was.
Maybe tomorrow I will have regrets.
But I doubt it.